are you tired?

There were times I was so tired that I felt like screaming, do you feel the same sometimes? It is like you were sitting in a bus and the bus is taking you farther and farther away? You need some quiet moment for yourself but your kids are crying for attention? everything you do, you do it because of the kids? who is taking care of my life? The more exhausted you become, the more deteriorated situations strike at you, you see your life drifting away in front of your eyes, so is your breath. How I wish this situation can be over soon! kids will grow up tomorrow! My spouse will change for the sake of our marriage! The guy at work will be fired for the peace of my mind!

If you pay attention, life consists of many circles, (see my previous post, life is a circle) like birth and death, this is one large circle, then there are many many smaller circles, every one of them is a gift of life, thanks to the world of duality. Haven't you heard of "children are gifts from God?" or sometimes you feel like dejavu all over?

What can we do about this? If you resist the situations, you are in for a long ride. Accept it and Ride with it, with the awareness that this storm will be over- this is law of nature, it has to happen. Pretty soon there will be another one, and yet another one. Every time it happens, the storm will take away some layers of the karma, which you created in this life time or last life time, but it does not matter. Let them all come, let them surfaced, let them go, no matter how painful it could be. This temporary pain will produce heavenly joy, which is yours to keep. You know what I am talking about, because you have experienced it yourself more or less. Right?

Trust the Existence has a way to cleanse you, that's what is happening now.

"Do not carry the experience of  life as wound, let it become wisdom.The harder the life has been on you, the sooner you should become wise"- Sadhguru