I don't know why I have always been so serious about everything, I pushed myself this way for unknown reasons, I could not stand myself (or others alike) if I don't think I have accomplished things certain way.
Last year, as storm of life took a turn and hit me hard, everything I valued, that I owned, drifted away in front of my eyes and there was nothing I could do to make any changes. this was failure in my dictionary, people around me took pity on me, telling me how sorry they were because of my lost.
Is that what life is all about, gain as much you can and hold on to it? What if life is just a play, like the game we play- Monopoly? you gain some and lose some? so what? As long as it is a game, we'll have fun, win or lose no matters. the problem is when it comes to my own life, I became dead serious, failure is not an option.
One day while I was meditating, a lot of sorrows arose, I have been too hard for myself all those years, not to mention I have been too hard to others, especially people around me. My tears began to flow and flow, then I received this "stop blaming yourself, forgive yourself and forgive others"
"don't be dead serious about your life, it is just a play"- Sadhguru
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